Never Forget & Always Remember

Fucking random

A place with villas, and a park in a 20x20m format, a really cozy place! Sitting there in the middle of everything with not a person to see and still not isolated... Like one with the sky. I was well into my astronomy enjoying myself to a hundred percent when it started to rain. It was a quiet and nice rain, and I moved so I sat under a tree - not getting wet but still in the rain. Amazing feeling!

   When I was done, I took my bike and biked home the fastest that I could, standing up all the way & feeling the raindrops splash against me, everyone turning around and looking after the girl biking in the rain, wet, with the biggest smile on her face! Wonderful.

   I've realized that my life has been, and still is, totally wonderful and a lot more exciting than many others! Of course, the world is what you make it to, but I have some amazing people in my life that help me make mine worthwhile thousands times in repeat! It strange when you realize...most people don't have that.

   Have to say a word about when days are hard and when everything is against you: don't give up. Of course, one has to do something about it, but still remember -- there is a sun behind the clouds, a land way over the rainbow. 

   And when people... destroy our worlds - there will come new people who will build up them again, someone who you least expected it to be! A friend of mine said something today that I have to share... In high school, more then in any other place, contacts and friendship develop in any point of time. They might come up from a person you've hardly ever talked to.

Love you itsumo

Maria

Rain

It's pourin' down down down, pourin' down

Really, it's just raining. In a fun way though, kind of ironic.. Don't mean to complain but I was on my way home from school, and when I, in my t-shirt on my bike, was outside the library it began to rain. And it was cold. Brrrrh! So now I'm in my leo-onepiece, drinking chamomile-tea, listening to music with the window open to max letting the wonderful smell of rain in... Hah, know what? I've got nothing to write here! So this is must be for now, ciao!

AHAHAHAHAHA

Ha ha ha ha.. mornin'! Yesterday I had a really soft day, going around in pajamas to three o'clock and then changing to some clothes that for me are just like pajamas XD I didn't do anything special, some homework, some talking on the phone, cleaned my room, went out to the station with mom and watched a movie. It was a really nice day! Though I kind of miss mother already. It's one thing when she's like gone for two days, or even a week, but here she's gonna leave every week. 

The movie I watched was Yes Man & gosh, Jim Carrey really reminds me of someone ha ha!

Now I'm eating breakfast and drinking tea and soon I'm in a hurry so I don't have time to write anything more, this was just kind of a random update without so much in it, hah!

Don't ever forget to laugh & have fun! & like someone else once said:

At the height of laughter, the universe is flung into a kaleidoscope of new possibilities.  ~Jean Houston

Just Like You Want To

Being the one you want to be, having what you want to have and knowing everything you want to know is not enough. Living is.

Are you living like you want to live?

Live For The Moment

Live for the moment, or moments, & then you'll live for eternity - cuz a moment in it's own is a fraction of forever.


Just a piece of truth, from your watermelon-eater Maria!

No matter what

I won't lie. Today was shit. On my way home form school I was like: "What the fuck Maria, you're not like that!? You are absolutely talk-active, never quiet and take contact with folks." Well, I did have contact with people... but as you know I don't really like the girls in my class. The boys are really great but do you want to know a secret? I didn't talk to any boy today. Not even one. & it was all my fault. Oh shit. From a, ehm, perspective today was a good day. But fuck we live now, right? So -- that shit was earlier today and now it's totally over. Definitely.
To get happy again took a dozen of wonderful songs and an ice-cream, although I wasn't unhappy when I was in school... maybe that's why I never did anything about it. I was quite satisfied with the situation. But hell, stop worrying, that was before, now is now and now is absolutely great! ha ha (L)
If I have any plans for monday? Well, I had. One my way home, when I was all sad and so. Now I don't. It's all about living now so hell with monday. Today is friday and friday I'm in love! Gosh I miss you guys..
See you 9/11 though! Now I'm off partying - the party of life! Good luck to you all with everything and have fun & be happy no matter what cuz we're forever together

Later

I'm sorry. It wasn't bad, not if you look at it the right way! I mean, it's all about ''you loving everybody and everybody loving you''. Haha, I change my mind all the time... But don't think I'm just laying on my bed and thinking of how this day was, watching the movie in slow motion - because I'm not. I just realize some things from time to time, you know?

Love