Never Forget & Always Remember

Fucking random

A place with villas, and a park in a 20x20m format, a really cozy place! Sitting there in the middle of everything with not a person to see and still not isolated... Like one with the sky. I was well into my astronomy enjoying myself to a hundred percent when it started to rain. It was a quiet and nice rain, and I moved so I sat under a tree - not getting wet but still in the rain. Amazing feeling!

   When I was done, I took my bike and biked home the fastest that I could, standing up all the way & feeling the raindrops splash against me, everyone turning around and looking after the girl biking in the rain, wet, with the biggest smile on her face! Wonderful.

   I've realized that my life has been, and still is, totally wonderful and a lot more exciting than many others! Of course, the world is what you make it to, but I have some amazing people in my life that help me make mine worthwhile thousands times in repeat! It strange when you realize...most people don't have that.

   Have to say a word about when days are hard and when everything is against you: don't give up. Of course, one has to do something about it, but still remember -- there is a sun behind the clouds, a land way over the rainbow. 

   And when people... destroy our worlds - there will come new people who will build up them again, someone who you least expected it to be! A friend of mine said something today that I have to share... In high school, more then in any other place, contacts and friendship develop in any point of time. They might come up from a person you've hardly ever talked to.

Love you itsumo

Maria

Rain

It's pourin' down down down, pourin' down

Really, it's just raining. In a fun way though, kind of ironic.. Don't mean to complain but I was on my way home from school, and when I, in my t-shirt on my bike, was outside the library it began to rain. And it was cold. Brrrrh! So now I'm in my leo-onepiece, drinking chamomile-tea, listening to music with the window open to max letting the wonderful smell of rain in... Hah, know what? I've got nothing to write here! So this is must be for now, ciao!

AHAHAHAHAHA

Ha ha ha ha.. mornin'! Yesterday I had a really soft day, going around in pajamas to three o'clock and then changing to some clothes that for me are just like pajamas XD I didn't do anything special, some homework, some talking on the phone, cleaned my room, went out to the station with mom and watched a movie. It was a really nice day! Though I kind of miss mother already. It's one thing when she's like gone for two days, or even a week, but here she's gonna leave every week. 

The movie I watched was Yes Man & gosh, Jim Carrey really reminds me of someone ha ha!

Now I'm eating breakfast and drinking tea and soon I'm in a hurry so I don't have time to write anything more, this was just kind of a random update without so much in it, hah!

Don't ever forget to laugh & have fun! & like someone else once said:

At the height of laughter, the universe is flung into a kaleidoscope of new possibilities.  ~Jean Houston

Just Like You Want To

Being the one you want to be, having what you want to have and knowing everything you want to know is not enough. Living is.

Are you living like you want to live?

Live For The Moment

Live for the moment, or moments, & then you'll live for eternity - cuz a moment in it's own is a fraction of forever.


Just a piece of truth, from your watermelon-eater Maria!

No matter what

I won't lie. Today was shit. On my way home form school I was like: "What the fuck Maria, you're not like that!? You are absolutely talk-active, never quiet and take contact with folks." Well, I did have contact with people... but as you know I don't really like the girls in my class. The boys are really great but do you want to know a secret? I didn't talk to any boy today. Not even one. & it was all my fault. Oh shit. From a, ehm, perspective today was a good day. But fuck we live now, right? So -- that shit was earlier today and now it's totally over. Definitely.
To get happy again took a dozen of wonderful songs and an ice-cream, although I wasn't unhappy when I was in school... maybe that's why I never did anything about it. I was quite satisfied with the situation. But hell, stop worrying, that was before, now is now and now is absolutely great! ha ha (L)
If I have any plans for monday? Well, I had. One my way home, when I was all sad and so. Now I don't. It's all about living now so hell with monday. Today is friday and friday I'm in love! Gosh I miss you guys..
See you 9/11 though! Now I'm off partying - the party of life! Good luck to you all with everything and have fun & be happy no matter what cuz we're forever together

Later

I'm sorry. It wasn't bad, not if you look at it the right way! I mean, it's all about ''you loving everybody and everybody loving you''. Haha, I change my mind all the time... But don't think I'm just laying on my bed and thinking of how this day was, watching the movie in slow motion - because I'm not. I just realize some things from time to time, you know?

Love 

TRUTH - days when you find out what life's really about

Stop holdin' on to the past
So we can bask in the rays
Let the days of the new love last
Because...
Love is a beautiful thing
That brings together people of every generation
Love can heal the pain of a broken world
It's got to start with us
And all it takes is love




Just love everyone, make their life worthwhile. Love can bring it all together, just love people. They are worth it. Trust me.
& you know, just have fucking fun!

--Maria

...I feel it in my fingers,
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
& so the feeling grows...
...so if you really love me
Come on & let it show...


Yesterday the rain spoiled away all the problems, today it's still rather rainy, but it's a good day. A new day. A wonderful day! ha ha ha yeaaah!

Maria

To figure out what you want is a challenge in itself

"Life is something that happens to you when you try to make your way through.''

I'm not a girl who's conscience is easily shaken. To make me regret, and remorse, something... you need a good lot. I'm almost never ashamed of myself. But at times, I make mistakes that I regret, and that I'm ashamed of. Like now... Still, if I had to live it through once more I'd make the same decision. I will simply have to make it up to the people that I, ehm, didn't hurt anyone, but you know, made their lives a little bit harder to live? I've got some decisions to make for myself. So I'm kind of...taking a day off. If I don't I'll just mess everything up.


Hey hey ho, here we go! It''s like rise n' shine, the sun has come - even though it hasn't, the sky is like a creamy white and not at all sunny. Well, it hasn't really come to my world either. But things are clearing up. I've made some decisions, and figured out some stuff that I actually knew before. Like what to do with a person who's not really a good one.. It's logic, you have to help him. Harder is when you know that in a group of two, with you and another special person, you're the one that's wrong. But still, it's all like walking on broken glass. You've got to be honest and honorable and really want to know the other person. Try your hardest to be good, and fight with your worst sides. Forever. Itsumo.

Underneath the summer sun

The sky has changed from a light light blue color to a milky, sunny one, and then back once more. It's warm and cuddly ha ha! I am really tired and spend my time doing more or less nothing. But hey, it's summer!

Just Dance For Your Life & Live For The Moments

Friday with a fantastic - cold - rain and a rather lame festival with the best three people in the whole world who made it all worthwhile fifty times through. Things are what you make of them! & I'm gonna take things in my own hands, count on that!
Shopping on saturday all day long, some walks through the city and the most fun grill ever! Two marvelous nights that have made the time that's been bad disappear and I can see the blue sky once more, even better then before! Now I'm off to help my family fixing for party - wedding day it is! ha ha
See you later guys!

2012

The Maya-indians and Nostradamus say it's going to happen, so if you choose to believe, the world is coming to an end next year. But doesn't everyone have a world of it's own, and when you die...the world comes to an end? Don't worlds come to an end all the time?

It's amazing how much you actually miss people when the times are hard. Still, you have to trust yourself and make your life amazing - because it's only you who can make your life amazing!

I'm off now, ciao!

Always Stay Cool

I must admit it. Standing there, not knowing where to go and how to behave - the nervousness took me in it's grip. The thoughts that I use to have in my grip...they were just NOT AVAILABLE. And no, it was certainly not horrible. It was nice, there where some folks who are great, I learned to know rather many and I do like my class! You know, ''there are friends everywhere'', and I suppose it really is true. Of course, at times I made a fool of myself ha ha but not much, and that's however not the point. The point is that I had a good time, or at least I know I will have a good time with those people - today I had a good time sometimes, you know? I wasn't like, happy, forgot to relax really. To take it easy, you know... On the other hand I was myself and it was all nice and the people where lovely and it turned out really good. Note: Cool down & don't forget to be happy! 

        Alright, enough of talk about me, there are more interesting things to talk about ha ha! Today is a rather grey day, but I haven't been out much at all. But you know, even things that can seem sad or boring, like a grey sky or a rainy day... It has it's beauty. Just give it a chance! 

       & an advice for people who whisper when someone is sleeping, and they try not to wake the person... Don't whisper. A whisper wakes someone up, but if you whisper, no one will hear what you're saying, just that you're saying something. Instead, talk in a low voice!

       That was a rather random note, ha ha! However, I'm heading out now, haven't really got anything to say today, so...

                        ...ciao!

It's like a story, you have to be ready to die to ever be able to live

It's dark already, the cat sleeping as sweet as ever, the voices coming from the kitchen fading. Darkness is beautiful, and mysterious even if you know exactly what is hiding behind it! Today, I went on a trip with my family to Vadstena, we went around, saw interesting things and then had a wonderful picnic & some grilling!
Tomorrow's my first day of high school... And no, I'm certainly not nervous. Everybody seems to be more nervous then I am. I'm curious, and somewhat hopeful - but not really caring, it's just another part of the adventure of life.

Life's an adventure

Hey, what a special day it’s been.. At some point, the sky has been clear, but mostly it’s been rather cloudy - with clouds both light and holding rain! But it never dropped down. It’s been a warm day, almost hot. And I wonder, how come the sky and the weather has such a big impact on our lives.

       I’ve tried to keep outside today, partly suceeding partly failing. It has been a good day, but not one of those simple ones. A day where you’d love to take back some things you’ve said, and are glad that you’ve said others. 

How do you know if you’re doing the right thing? If you’re right when pushing at one point, instead of letting it be as someone else wants it. But you have to try, and trust yourself. A strange thing someone told me, is that although you ought not to speak of how you feel about people - because those who should know, they know anyway, and those who shouldn’t never find out - it’s smart to give people arguments of why to like someone that you like... To show them something of what you see, of your world.

       But whatever, whenever and however things turn out - never forget to smile, because a smile can..make it all worthwhile when you have to wait for the sun to come out again, for a better time.

I suppose I should tell you why this blog is called SkylightGypsy... As you probably have guessed, I love the sky. And not only love it & think it’s beautiful, but also treasure it as something true. Because in your own world, you see the sky just the way your world is. It’s like an expression of time itself, of now. It’s always changing, too. And I travel with the skylight, just like a gypsy ha ha! But seriously, my world is changing with the speed of the sky, forever & always. It’s kind of a strange thought, and sort of messy, but well well!

Love, sunshine, an airplane and lightlight blue sky!

Maria