To figure out what you want is a challenge in itself

"Life is something that happens to you when you try to make your way through.''

I'm not a girl who's conscience is easily shaken. To make me regret, and remorse, something... you need a good lot. I'm almost never ashamed of myself. But at times, I make mistakes that I regret, and that I'm ashamed of. Like now... Still, if I had to live it through once more I'd make the same decision. I will simply have to make it up to the people that I, ehm, didn't hurt anyone, but you know, made their lives a little bit harder to live? I've got some decisions to make for myself. So I'm kind of...taking a day off. If I don't I'll just mess everything up.


Hey hey ho, here we go! It''s like rise n' shine, the sun has come - even though it hasn't, the sky is like a creamy white and not at all sunny. Well, it hasn't really come to my world either. But things are clearing up. I've made some decisions, and figured out some stuff that I actually knew before. Like what to do with a person who's not really a good one.. It's logic, you have to help him. Harder is when you know that in a group of two, with you and another special person, you're the one that's wrong. But still, it's all like walking on broken glass. You've got to be honest and honorable and really want to know the other person. Try your hardest to be good, and fight with your worst sides. Forever. Itsumo.