A Dream Is A Whisper From Your Heart

It's kind of creepy when you realize that you have a flaw in something you thought you were good at. When you thought that you were not like the rest of your family, the genetic path hadn't brought that to you. When you believed you were different. You've tricked yourself. Well, that doesn't really matter does it? ha ha! What matters is that now you know, and can work with it. It's probably all been for the best, there are always new things you've got to deal with in yourself. So today I'm happy, I am going to make a change!
      What I thought I already got, but now I'll get it so don't you worry, is the ability to make a decision. In some ways, I've never had the guts to do that. Hell with that, I am not a coward! And I won't be. And I will make every fucking decision that I ought to make, I'll trust in myself that I can make it right, and trust in my luck and my life that everything's going to turn out great. If anything might come up, I'll deal with it when it comes, not worrying about it beforehand. Well -- that last thing I already got in my heart, but the decision-thing.. it's so going to change!

Love

Maria