"When I fall in love it will be forever"

 What do you do when you've suddenly realized that you've hurt someone completely unintentionally? If you just know deep inside yourself that you love someone, and some days later you understand that someone loves you back -- and then you don't talk to the person that day and you can see how he isn't happy for it. But you realize that after really being able to do something about it.
    At the same time, you see that if you go on saying things the way you do, not thinking about how to say them, and then your voice becomes meaningful for people around you that don't actually know you so good that they know that you really really like them for who they are - and you start hurting people's feelings. That's not okay, that's something one has to change.
     Now think of that 'you' as me. Because that's the situation I'm in right now, and I have to admit that I kinda like it... Well, no, don't get me wrong -- I do not like hurting people's feelings. But it's nice in a way to have your voice heard. It's nice to be loved. It's wonderful to be loved. Although, when you have something you've got something you can loose, so you have to remember to still give all. You've gotta know that you can die any moment, there's no use being afraid.
     My next moves in life right now is: chill, don't be so hyper, so that the things I say don't hurt others and keep up facing my fears! Because that's the way you make your fears disappear..

Love,

Maria